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Behind Every Cloud is a Kindred Spirit (BECKS)I lost my grandfather when I was 17. I had a VERY difficult time getting over it. How could I still communicate with him? I loved him so much I didn't think I could live without him. I read everything I could get my hands on to do with the "afterlife" and that started it all...the love of Ghost Hunting and the Paranormal. I have been researching the paranormal for over 37 years!! It is my way of staying in touch with my grandfather. Being a Ghost Hunter is not always as exciting as it seems on TV. Many nights I have sat in the dark and not a thing happened. BUT it is those times you DO get that one voice, that one explainable picture or have an experience that sends chills down your back that makes it sooo worth it all!!! My purpose of this blog is not to make people believe in ghosts but maybe to open their minds just a little bit... I LOVE this crazy thing called Ghost Hunting. It is as much a part of me as breathing. I am just a girl that refuses to accept we can't still contact our loved ones after they die. My grandfather won't let me.

6/25/2014

ANGELS....ARE THEY SENT FROM HEAVEN ABOVE?

So first.....I know my post is late but I'm on vacation with my family and trying to keep up is a little crazy!!!  But I didn't want you guys to think I forgot you. :)

Now, lets talk angels.  To most people when you say the word ANGEL they think of a beautiful lady in white with wings floating above us in the clouds.  Well, they may be, but in my opinion, angels take many different forms.  Have you ever heard people refer to perfect STRANGERS as their "Guardian angels"?  Let's say, you where held at gunpoint....and from out of know where a stranger shows up and wrestles the robber to the ground and then you never see or hear from that person again?  Are they REALLY your guardian angel?  You better know they very well could be! 

Many believe that GOD chooses his angels to come down from Heaven to protect and guide us.  What do I believe?  I DO believe GOD allows certain love ones to watch over us and protect us. I think they "show" themselves many times...in many different ways.  I can't say that I have ever SEEN an angel in the FORM that most people think....but I CAN TELL you that I FEEL them all the time...I see the SIGNS that I think I am suppose to see.  Angels are all around us all the time all WE have to do is pray and OPEN our minds that the LITTLE THINGS aren't just a coincidence.

Below is a picture I took at the Alamo several years back.  I believe this is an angel.   Is it just me???




 

6/17/2014

EVP SESSION AT THE OLD ALTON BRIDGE 5.30.14


Mary Carol is the lady in red...
Is this her husband Don still watching over her?

Ok.  I wanted to share with you today the EVP Session from our tour a couple of weeks ago where the lady had came from Louisiana and received a message from her deceased husband.  It is a really quick video but I wanted to share it with you.  In case you missed it, here is the story I wrote about our experience on 5-30-14.  Hope you enjoy....

First, on Friday's night tour I had two lady's that attended that I have never meant before.  All that I knew about them was that both had lost their husband's.  One I believe 4 years ago and one 2 years ago.  They were the NICEST ladies and I'm so glad they came on the tour.  Anyway, we were sitting on the bridge doing a spirit box session and I was telling the group about the spirits that I NORMALLY are able to communicate with out at the bridge(Old Alton).  As we all sat quietly on the bridge, I began asking which spirits were with us. You know the normal..."who's here and do you want to communicate with us tonight stuff"..... anyway I asked for the spirit to give me the name of WHO we were communicating with and VERY,VERY clearly and loudly the name we heard was DON !!!  Now, I am sitting there........... VERY confused!!! DON???  That is NOT a name I have EVER gotten on the spirit box down at the bridge before.  And Ron is not the "typical" name for the period of spirits that are associated with the hauntings of the bridge.   So, I say out loud, "hhhuuummm I have NEVER gotten DON before and I don't know WHO that is????".  Just then, one of the ladies sitting right beside me, that had drove all the way in from Louisiana ducked her head and put her hand over her forehead and said "I DO........ it's my husband!!!"   Everyone was stunned!!! I couldn't believe it!  So I asked......... "DON is your husband's name?  She said "yes".  As she started to shake, and seemed to be in disbelief, I asked her was she ok and if she wanted to continue?  At first, she said "I don't know" but after a few minutes she said yes and I asked her would she like to communicate with him and although she seemed nervous...... she agreed.  She got up and stood in front of the spirit box and asked "Don, can you hear me???" and a voice came back and said "I'M HERE"!  I was sooooooo excited for her even though she was trembling uncontrollably. She continued to ask questions, although we never really got anymore direct and clear answers after that.  But she did an AWESOME job and so did DON!!!!!!!!

I think after this experience, in some way she left feeling some relief  to know that HE is STILL with her WHEREVER she goes!!!  I am so grateful to have been a witness to this experience with her and her sister.  It was very powerful for all that witnessed it. :)

 
 
 

6/15/2014

HAPPY FATHERS DAY

Couldn't let the day go by without wishing everyone a happy Father's Day!!  Thank you Dads for being our strength, protectors and providers.  And to the father's that have pasted....thank you for have all the memories and laying the foundation of our successful futures.  YOU GUYS ROCK.

And thanks to the BEST DAD EVER!!!!!  Thanks for always being there for me.....I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW!!!

 To my Nan.... I miss you EVERY DAY and love you for never leaving me!  Till we met again.... I'm bringing angel food cake with me.... I heard it was allowed in Heaven! Lol



6/10/2014

IS DISNEY'S HAUNTED MANISON....HAUNTED????

 
I am headed to Florida in a couple weeks, so I have been researching haunted places to go check out.  One of the places I found interesting that is supposedly haunted is The Haunted Mansion in Disney World.  Now, when I first saw this I thought "ok.....Disney is just trying to get publicity for the attraction" but the more I read...seems people have had some paranormal experiences.  Here is one of the stories about The Mansion....
 
Seems that The Mansion is HAUNTED by more than just props and visual effects.  As reported in the McDowell News, The Mansion was built beside a lake that in the 1940's was the sight of a fatal plane crash.  And it's believed that the man piloting the small-engine plane is the ghostly apparition that now inhabits the building.
 
One employee, who reported the sighting, said that he'd been working in the empty load area of one of the rides when all sudden he looked up to see an elderly man sitting in one of the "doom buggies."  The young man approached the well-dressed gentleman and tried to get his attention, but the man refused to respond.  Concerned, he spoke to other members of the staff and asked them to keep their eyes out for the phantom rider.  But the man never appeared again.
 
Background music is often heard in the séance area, even when the attraction is turned off.  And the mysterious sound of music playing from behind the walls is often heard. 
 
Ok...so guess what?  I am going to Disney....and guess what......that's right...I'm going to check it out! LOL  If anyone else has heard of other experiences or has had one themselves at The Haunted Mansion, I would love to hear about it.



6/09/2014

HOW HORRIBLE IS THIS!! THE SPIRITS OF THESE CHILDREN I'M SURE ARE NOT AT REST!!!!

I read a story that I can't even begin to believe is TRUE!!!!  When I read stuff like this, it breaks my heart.  Can you imagine these poor, lost souls?  The spirits that WONDER this place must feel so lost.

Anyway, wanted to share it with you.  I would LOVE to go do an EVP session here and hear what THEY would tell us.  Not to mention......let THEM know SOMEONE does care....ME!!!!  If anyone knows anything about this place I would LOVE to hear from you! :)

DUBLIN - The Catholic Church in Ireland is facing fresh accusations of child neglect after a researcher found records for 796 young children believed to be buried in a mass grave beside a former orphanage for the children of unwed mothers.
The researcher, Catherine Corless, says her discovery of child death records at the Catholic nun-run home in Tuam, County Galway, suggests that a former septic tank filled with bones is the final resting place for most, if not all, of the children.
Church leaders in Galway, western Ireland, said they had no idea so many children who died at the orphanage had been buried there, and said they would support local efforts to mark the spot with a plaque listing all 796 children.
County Galway death records showed that the children, mostly babies and toddlers, died often of sickness or disease in the orphanage during the 35 years it operated from 1926 to 1961. The building, which had previously been a workhouse for homeless adults, was torn down decades ago to make way for new houses.
A 1944 government inspection recorded evidence of malnutrition among some of the 271 children then living in the Tuam orphanage alongside 61 unwed mothers. The death records cite sicknesses, diseases, deformities and premature births as causes. This would reflect an Ireland that, in the first half of the 20th century, had one of the worst infant mortality rates in Europe, with tuberculosis rife.
Elderly locals recalled that the children attended a local school — but were segregated from other pupils — until they were adopted or placed, around age 7 or 8, into church-run industrial schools that featured unpaid labour and abuse. In keeping with Catholic teaching, such out-of-wedlock children were denied baptism and, if they died at such facilities, Christian burial.
It is well documented that throughout Ireland in the first half of the 20th century, church-run orphanages and workhouses often buried their dead in unmarked graves and unconsecrated ground, reflecting how unmarried mothers — derided as "fallen women" in the culture of the day — typically were ostracized by society, even their own families.
Records indicate that the former Tuam workhouse's septic tank was converted specifically to serve as the body disposal site for the orphanage.
Tuam locals discovered the bone repository in 1975 as cement covering the buried tank was broken away. Before Corless' research this year, they believed the remains were mostly victims of the mid-19th century famine that decimated the population of western Ireland.
Respectful of the unmarked grave in their midst, residents long have kept the grass trimmed and built a small grotto with a statue of the Virgin Mary.
Archbishop of Tuam Michael Neary said he would meet leaders of the religious order that ran the orphanage, the Bon Secours Sisters, to organize fundraising for a plaque listing the 796 names and to hold a memorial service there.
Corless and other Tuam activists have organized a Children's Home Graveyard Committee that wants not just a lasting monument to the dead, but a state-funded investigation and excavation of the site.
The government has declined to comment. Ireland already has published four major investigations into child abuse and its coverup in Catholic parishes and a network of children's industrial schools, the last of which closed in the 1990s.






6/07/2014

YOU WON'T BELIEVE YOUR EYES!!! ONE OF THE "NASTIEST" SPIRITS I HAVE EVER RAN ACROSS

I just had to share this picture with you guys!  I give a ghost tour one weekend of the month.  One of the spirits we communicate with is STEVE, one of the NASTIEST spirits I have ever ran across!!!  This guy has raped, murder and killed many innocent people.  When he comes through to communicate... all other spirits are silent.  He is VERY dominating!  He swears and has NO remorse for what he has done.....and has physically grabbed me before!!!  Not a nice guy!!!

This is a photo my boyfriend Deak took last weekend on one of the tours.  I couldn't believe what I saw!  Do you see it?    I was communicating with STEVE when Deak took this picture.

David Curtiss "Steve" Stephenson (21 August 1891 – 28 June 1966) was an American politician who in 1923 was appointed Grand Dragon (state leader) of the branch of the Ku Klux Klan in Indiana and head of recruiting for seven other states.

 

6/03/2014

DO "THEY" REALLY FOLLOW US WHEREVER WE GO???

I am going off schedule this week on my topic because I wanted to share a couple things that happened on this weekends tour that I thought was really COOL!

First, on Friday's night tour I had two lady's that attended that I have never meant before.  All that I knew about them was that both had lost their husband's.  One I believe 4 years ago and one 2 years ago.  They were the NICEST ladies and I'm so glad they came on the tour.  Anyway, we were sitting on the bridge doing a spirit box session and I was telling the group about the spirits that I NORMALLY are able to communicate with out at the bridge(Old Alton).  As we all sat quietly on the bridge, I began asking which spirits were with us. You know the normal..."who's here and do you want to communicate with us tonight stuff"..... anyway I asked for the spirit to give me the name of WHO we were communicating with and VERY,VERY clearly and loudly the name we heard was DON !!!  Now, I am sitting there........... VERY confused!!! DON???  That is NOT a name I have EVER gotten on the spirit box down at the bridge before.  And Ron is not the "typical" name for the period of spirits that are associated with the hauntings of the bridge.   So, I say out loud, "hhhuuummm I have NEVER gotten DON before and I don't know WHO that is????".  Just then, one of the ladies sitting right beside me, that had drove all the way in from Louisiana ducked her head and put her hand over her forehead and said "I DO........ it's my husband!!!"   Everyone was stunned!!! I couldn't believe it!  So I asked......... "DON is your husband's name?  She said "yes".  As she started to shake, and seemed to be in disbelief, I asked her was she ok and if she wanted to continue?  At first, she said "I don't know" but after a few minutes she said yes and I asked her would she like to communicate with him and although she seemed nervous...... she agreed.  She got up and stood in front of the spirit box and asked "Don, can you hear me???" and a voice came back and said "I'M HERE"!  I was sooooooo excited for her even though she was trembling uncontrollably. She continued to ask questions, although we never really got anymore direct and clear answers after that.  But she did an AWESOME job and so did DON!!!!!!!!

I think after this experience, in some way she left feeling some relief  to know that HE is STILL with her WHEREVER she goes!!!  I am so grateful to have been a witness to this experience with her and her sister.  It was very powerful for all that witnessed it. :)

You tell me.....was "Don" watching over his lovely wife???
His wife is the one in RED!

 
 On the same night, another really fun lady came along, named Phoebe.  She seemed to be really excited about being on the tour with us.  We were standing just off the bridge and I was telling the group about one of our team members had been scratched right where we were standing.  I heard her said say.....kind of quietly...."my shoulder is burning".  I didn't really think that much about it, but as I continued to talk, Phoebe continued to move her shoulder and say "my shoulder is REALLY BURNING"!  So, one of the other ladies said "turn around and lets see".  WOW!!!!  There were THREE scratches on shoulder!  Bright red!!  We had NOT been in any trees or wooded area as we had been on the bridge doing the spirit box so it couldn't have been a "branch" or anything.  They looked JUST LIKE the ones I had seen before on our team member!!! I was trying to be a good paranormal investigator and come up with a solution as to HOW the scratches on her shoulder got there before jumping to the conclusion that it was something paranormal.  Now, Phoebe was standing RIGHT beside me and I didn't see her do ANYTHING but stand there by me as I was talking.  But I asked her, "are you SURE you didn't reach back and scratch your shoulder?"  Her response to me was as SHOCKING as the scratches themselves!  She said, "I was in a car wreck and I can't lift my arm but half way up, I couldn't reach behind me even if I wanted to"!!!!  There WAS NO WAY Phoebe could have put those scratches on her shoulder!
 
After reviewing the scratches, I noticed they are NOT consistent in ANYWAY the left or right arm reaching up from behind scratching one's shoulder would look.   Two of the scratches point toward the right and one down and to the left.  Very unusual pattern, not to mention the width of the scratches.  I have no explanation to explain the scratches other than coming to the conclusion they are paranormal!  I hate that for Phoebe but she was AWESOME about it and stayed claim and continued the tour.











Original photo.


Also, submitted by Phoebe, a very interesting photo she took on the bridge.  Thank you Phoebe.  Nice catch!!!

 

I enhanced this just a little to see the "figure" better.
Photo by Phoebe
 
 
One more thing, a lot of the people on the tour were first "timers" as to going on a ghost tour.  So it was really COOL when we were in an open field KNOWN for having paranormal activity and I was doing a spirit box session there and I asked in the very beginning "Tell me how many people are here in the tour tonight?" and the response everyone heard clearly was "26".  Was this correct??????? RIGHT ON THE MONEY!!!!! Lol 
 
Thanks to everyone for a great tour!!!
 

We ARE NEVER ALONE!!!